Anxious, maybe. Self-esteem problem, definitely. Millennia rejected by your own creator for asking why, for caring too much about the things that you made.
"Er..." Good question. "Not being shady? Honesty? Earnestness? Dunno. Not really in my wheelhouse, is it, trustworthiness is more a Good thing than an Evil one. Not that most angels I've met are notably trustworthy. Sandalphon seems like someone legally barred from being near schools. And Gabriel has the trustworthy air of a used car salesman. Fucker." He's not going to stop bearing Gabriel a grudge for 'shut your stupid face and die already' now that the ex-archangel has gone and run off with the Lord of the Flies. If Gabriel had never gone running out of Heaven and down to Aziraphale's bookshop, if Gabriel hadn't vacated his post, Aziraphale would still be on Earth. And probably Crowley wouldn't have gone about driving into mysterious portals if he still had his best friend.
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"Er..." Good question. "Not being shady? Honesty? Earnestness? Dunno. Not really in my wheelhouse, is it, trustworthiness is more a Good thing than an Evil one. Not that most angels I've met are notably trustworthy. Sandalphon seems like someone legally barred from being near schools. And Gabriel has the trustworthy air of a used car salesman. Fucker." He's not going to stop bearing Gabriel a grudge for 'shut your stupid face and die already' now that the ex-archangel has gone and run off with the Lord of the Flies. If Gabriel had never gone running out of Heaven and down to Aziraphale's bookshop, if Gabriel hadn't vacated his post, Aziraphale would still be on Earth. And probably Crowley wouldn't have gone about driving into mysterious portals if he still had his best friend.