[ honestly, this was actually Sakura in a position where, by comparison at least, she was downright positive about herself. of course, it wouldn't seem that way to outsiders, but this was a girl who had long believed she needed to be outright punished. here, she was trying to rise up to her own beliefs about the people she admired and how they would be in a similar situation. ]
I would not wish for him to be removed from home, anyway.
[ it was hard, being here without the people whom she loved. family was everything, and the one she loved, and also, for that matter, she missed Rider. they had a certain connection as well. ]
In a way, I guess it's okay if it's me.
[ she was hoping for a future with Shirou within Fuyuki, but on the other hand... this city was still orders of magnitude better than the fate she had endured for her life, or grown up expecting to endure forever. she had been destined to die during the Grail War, and yet here she was. she could accept this... and she's torn between wishing those she cared for were here, perhaps selfishly, and being glad that they are out there living their lives safely... or so she assumes. hopes? ]
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I would not wish for him to be removed from home, anyway.
[ it was hard, being here without the people whom she loved. family was everything, and the one she loved, and also, for that matter, she missed Rider. they had a certain connection as well. ]
In a way, I guess it's okay if it's me.
[ she was hoping for a future with Shirou within Fuyuki, but on the other hand... this city was still orders of magnitude better than the fate she had endured for her life, or grown up expecting to endure forever. she had been destined to die during the Grail War, and yet here she was. she could accept this... and she's torn between wishing those she cared for were here, perhaps selfishly, and being glad that they are out there living their lives safely... or so she assumes. hopes? ]